What’s been on your mind a lot lately? When you wake up in the middle of the night what’s that little thought that keeps you from going back to sleep? What do you find yourself thinking about when you stare into space?
Well, outside of what is going on in the world, I am bugged because I need a short vacation. When I posted gone fishing everyone said such sweet things, but I was really just off on another business trip. So, when I am not thinking about the pain and suffering of others I am pretty much feeling sorry for myself for being so worn out. I plan to go swimming tonight, drink a margarita and have a little pity party before taking off tomorrow for another long business trip. Really, you start losing your sense of gratitude when your plum tuckered out, and so many have it so much worse then I do, I actually have a beautiful and blessed life, but I need a little rest. God, how selfish is that? At least I'm not up all night hearing bombs and rockets go off. So you see, it has been a vicious cycle that has crept into my head.
I'm bugged because American Idol auditions were this week, and I wasn't chosen again! How can they pass me by when the last winner was that no talent Taylor Hick!
jollyroger: I live 15 miles from Lake Superior & about 30 miles from the UP. Yeah, it's great, but the same BS applies. They only prob is that we've done our job up here, everyone a Dem or better - all state & federal elected folks are damn good, except, I suppose, Kohl, who sometimes goofs up, but not too seriously. If your up the way, send out a holler, we'll go fishing or gazing or drinking or something. Lots to do.
Having to cancel our trip to Italy this year. The one time my wife and I can get away, totally relaxed, be with familia who can't understand a word we say while being away from everyone else who can understand us.
POP: Someone is misusing the Enigma4ever Blogname and leaving really awful messeges on others blogs with my name- if you could send people to my blog today and also note this, I need to figure out WHO is doing this- if you have been left any mean or inappropriate messeges please let me know....I am sick about this...
I think about what kind of Godforsaken future will my 4 yr old daughter and my unborn baby be inheriting since BushCo and his cabal slithered into the White House.
I'm usually lucky enough to sleep right through the night. I do wake up just about every morning and wonder if today will be the day we cross the point of no return when it comes to the environment which is adepressing way to start the day.
How I seem to have fallen into a rut that I can't get out of and the fact that I hate my job and had to move back to Louisiana because I lost my old job and how I can't seem to find a woman with the least but in common with me and how I think life is passing me by and how I need to get in shape and the fact that I am drinking and smoking way too much and that everything seems so dull than what it used to be and...
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My Spanish muze Cristina....hmmmmmmmmmmm
Oh..Sorry you wanted ugly thoughts??
Well, outside of what is going on in the world, I am bugged because I need a short vacation. When I posted gone fishing everyone said such sweet things, but I was really just off on another business trip. So, when I am not thinking about the pain and suffering of others I am pretty much feeling sorry for myself for being so worn out. I plan to go swimming tonight, drink a margarita and have a little pity party before taking off tomorrow for another long business trip. Really, you start losing your sense of gratitude when your plum tuckered out, and so many have it so much worse then I do, I actually have a beautiful and blessed life, but I need a little rest. God, how selfish is that? At least I'm not up all night hearing bombs and rockets go off. So you see, it has been a vicious cycle that has crept into my head.
Read my latest post and you'll see. Only don't laugh at me, PoP!
I gotta finish this fucking book bythe end of the year.
Trivia. School starts on Monday for all three girls. Big shift from summer.
I'm sick of working for other people and want to work for myself.
I have empty nest syndrome. my last child just moved out & went clear across the country. :(
I just want out.
Keep the computers, and the television set, and all the other crap, and let me go to the UP and stare at Lake Superior 9 or 10 months a year.
I'm bugged because American Idol auditions were this week, and I wasn't chosen again! How can they pass me by when the last winner was that no talent Taylor Hick!
jollyroger:
I live 15 miles from Lake Superior & about 30 miles from the UP. Yeah, it's great, but the same BS applies. They only prob is that we've done our job up here, everyone a Dem or better - all state & federal elected folks are damn good, except, I suppose, Kohl, who sometimes goofs up, but not too seriously. If your up the way, send out a holler, we'll go fishing or gazing or drinking or something. Lots to do.
Having to cancel our trip to Italy this year. The one time my wife and I can get away, totally relaxed, be with familia who can't understand a word we say while being away from everyone else who can understand us.
My thoughts when I wake up?
Dammit!! I really gotta remember to keep that light on. That is the third tme this week I missed the doorway to the bathroom!!
POP: Someone is misusing the Enigma4ever Blogname and leaving really awful messeges on others blogs with my name- if you could send people to my blog today and also note this, I need to figure out WHO is doing this- if you have been left any mean or inappropriate messeges please let me know....I am sick about this...
My son Michael and his impending deployment to Iraq.
I think about what kind of Godforsaken future will my 4 yr old daughter and my unborn baby be inheriting since BushCo and his cabal slithered into the White House.
I'm usually lucky enough to sleep right through the night. I do wake up just about every morning and wonder if today will be the day we cross the point of no return when it comes to the environment which is adepressing way to start the day.
I have rarely slept good throught the night, midlife maybe, new life more likey!
I think a better question would be "What isn't bugging you?"
Best wishes to you, Mary. I had a loved one in Iraq, so I feel yer pain.
I worry about work.
The world girl, the world.
In a word: loss. People, things, life, pets -- you name it, I worry about losing it.
How I seem to have fallen into a rut that I can't get out of and the fact that I hate my job and had to move back to Louisiana because I lost my old job and how I can't seem to find a woman with the least but in common with me and how I think life is passing me by and how I need to get in shape and the fact that I am drinking and smoking way too much and that everything seems so dull than what it used to be and...
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Well tonight I'm sure it will be bitches, war, and cockroaches.
These are a few of my least favorite things...da da, da da.
Not enough mint for my mojito...? Or is it the degredation of our civil liberties....I can't remember. Too many mojitos....
Politics of course...
Sleep?
what sleep?
what da ya mean wakeup in the middle of the night???
and not get back to sleep?
sleep? what sleep???
College plans. Again... lol! {sighhh}
I think I may have it, this time. Will post when I've actually done something to get this ball rollin'.
Oh, little things wake me up: hatred. Fear. Intolerance. Resentment. You know, the small stuff.
Why the hell I moved to California. When the heck can I get out of here. What am I doing with my life. That's just for starters.
Do I have conflicting IP's on my network?
The endless tug-o-war between thought and action.
Thinking V.S. Doing.
I wake up THINKING I'm not DOING enough!
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